he's Mine

he's Mine to tease... to drive nuts...
he is My toy!

You Have Me...

You’ll always have me here,

My heart, caged forever.
It will always belong to you in some way.
You seem to seep your way into my mind as much as possible.

A deep desire

A have a desire to be the one you fall asleep with, the one you wake up to & the one you hold.
My skin can still feel your hands touching me.
My eyes can still see your smirk as you tease me.
But my heart as forgotten the rhythm it would beat.

My confusing world would melt around me.

I often left thinking about the path we both chose & how it might be different if we both let our guard down, if we surrendered to the chemistry & if we stopped thinking about the consequent.

I didn't want to lose a friendship & you didn't want to lose a wife.

Addicted to...

Am I addicted to love, the feeling of love or being loved?

Butterflies... 1st kisses... Anticipation.

Late night phone calls, getting to know someone, I like it all.

I love finding new chemistry, new people & something new about myself.

I find something new about myself if every relationship I have.

Your Dream

I had a dream about you last night.. A dream that torments me today.. A dream I can't let go.

You came to me on all fours begging for forgiveness.. Begging for passion.

You have been bad & know it.

You need to remember what's it like to have me & only me.

Your wife will not do & you can't get me out of your head.

You beg for my body. My nails running along your back. My eyes pricing your heart.

Secret

I look into your eyes & see what can be. I feel safe, free & valued. Your eyes have never judged me & all I can see is lust, want & passion.

As we lay together with so many obstacles between us I feel overcome with desire. I want to reach out & touch you; feel your skin on mine again.

The night goes on and the darkness hides lonely tears & secret touches. For a moment I can feel your breathe on my neck and I long for it to be kisses.

We are trying to be good & just friends. Will this connection between us fade over time? Will I find your eyes in another man?

Please, stop running your fingers through my hair every time we say goodbye!