Things are easily tossed out but memories stick around.

Today I tore-up a part of you...

The text where you said you held my sweater for months until it no longer smelled like me.
The text where you said I'd taken up permanent resident in your heart. Where you said I have a hold of you.

But it can't erase the memory when we laid in bed for a stolen moment & you whispered "Why do things seem so right & easy with you" I was lost in your embrace & didn't have an answer. As I still don't

Do you think of that early morning, looking for shooting stars?

Love or Lust

Love is like looking into your eyes and seeing and endless reflection

Love is like the breath that exhales from our lips

The animalistic thrusts both us of desire

The sound of our uncontrollable moans that echo

The perfume of our fluids mixture

The wetness of our skin pressing together

My nails dig in your covering which creates a line between lust and love

You hear me whisper fuck me harder, fuck me deeper

But really I’m begging you to love me harder, and love me deeper

We become one as my legs are wrapped around your strong shoulders

Your hands holding my face, whipping the tears you crafted

Tears of love, tears of joy, tears of sadness as this is only a dream.

Madness

I have a madness inside me now. A fire that will need feeding again one day. You lit that fire for me and I thank you for that. I hope that where you go, you will see it glow, as I feel it. Always.

A note for you...

You make my skin wet & my pulse race...

When will I feel your body against mine?

You make my mind run wild & my nights lonely...

When will I hear you call out my name?

Will your hold over me lessen with time?

What have you done to me?

Will I feel this way once we are together?