It's been a while since I've had sex... early November. I think it's the longest I've gone. Don't get me wrong I could go find it, go on the hunt.. Seek out my prey. But that does not my mood or frame of mind. I want chemistry.. Lust.. I have been talking with two guys & each has something totally different to offer.. But I still have a void. They don't energize me like JO did.. Speaking of which, he said he'll call tonight & catch-up but between us, I'm not holding my breath. Maybe I should take his pictures off my screen saver, put away the blankets we used on dates, the candles.. But I'm having a hard time, I want to remember what can be & what I hope to find again.. Fuck I'm such a pathetic sap!
Sex.. I want it, yes! Will a settle for less to get it, no!
I need new batteries!
