Monday, September 20, 2010

Getting caught-up..

Why did I just go back & reread my posts about JO!! Why? I've moved on.. He's moved on...
I just realized that in the beginning of our relationship I never told him how deep I was in.. Would it have changed things.. or just scared him off? But wtf was I thinking? Only 2 months & I was acting like a crazed teenager! Jesus, get a grip girl!

Fast forward since the 1st of the year. I've been casually dating someone for 8 months now. It feels very real & levelheaded! I'm still unsure how he feels.. We've made plans for months away & that should be a good indication that things are well but I haven't heard it from his lips that he's committed to us. Should I even ask & risk sounding like a "chick" that I want to talk about our feelings? Or should I learn to relax?? Should I tell him how I'm falling for him? I have said "I miss you" and about the only thing I get back is "awwwww" Men!